You don't need to read this

My anxiety (or whatever this is called) is exacerbated or at a peak.

I finally received the certified translation of documents today, so all that's left for applying for the work permit is the contract in Spanish and the company signature.

I followed up with the contractor that is working on the contract on Monday and today. Still no answer.

I received a message from the lawyer last night saying that we are very much still depending of the contract being ready and finding the right person to sign in order to move forward. This is key because the public administration may impose very square requirements as to who can sign my contract.

There is no one really chasing the ball but me.

One of the documents I had legalised from Venezuela (that took money and time) "expired" on Monday. The lawyer says it can still be accepted, but again, there are other documents that will expire the more we wait, and I refuse to sit still and wait.

This is giving me a lot of stress. There is a ton I cannot control, I know that what will be, will be, that I will probably laugh at this next year (or month) when I read this, but it feels very real for now.

I don't like it.