On the Edge of Change

Started the day with sleep debt, because I intentionally stayed up late last night watching a TV show, The Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (highly recommend, btw). However, as soon as the alarm went off at 06:00 I woke up.

Obviously, my energy levels are not high, and that is understandable, but interestingly, even after lunch, I don't feel as bad as I thought I would by this time.

But here I am, feeling the urge to journal and capture my thoughts and feelings at this very moment, so here goes nothing:

I feel that I am closer and closer to something big(ger). Like I am close to creating a new life for myself and my family. A life of financial independence. A life where money stops being a reason of concern for me.🙏

I can't really pinpoint it to anything specifically. Maybe it is a series of events and realizations that I have been having lately that have led me to this feeling. The biggest realization is that if I really focus hard on getting something, I end up getting it. It's hard for me to explain it in detail, maybe because I don't really know why (and how) this works, but it does.

It may sound like woo-woo, but it's been like this for me since my early teen years.

Today in a sentence: A day running on low energy, but high on hope and momentum.